Chapter 53
“You just ‘moaned’”
“…I did not!”
I was face down on the sofa, my face buried in a pillow, shamefully glaring at Lian Qi. She was standing there, getting dressed.
To be able to so methodically button her shirt… after bullying me… she’s truly a demon…!
How did things end up like this?
The agreement was that I would help her heal the bruises on her back. How did it end up… with her pinning me down on the sofa?
She lifted my top, and… just below my bra strap… she ‘French-kissed’ that spot… and didn’t let go… for a full ten seconds!! Ten! Seconds! Uwah… so itchy! For me, it was a nightmarish torment, which is why I couldn’t help but cry out. And she actually said it was ‘moaning’!? It was not! I’m clearly a boy, how could I possibly ‘moan’? It’s too shameful!
I couldn’t help but… ‘savor’… that ‘unwatchable’ scene from just now. Pervert… Pervert… Pervert…!
“You definitely ‘moaned.’ It’s a real pity I didn’t record it.”
“I did not, I did not, I did not…!” I buried my face in the pillow in shame.
“I just left my ‘mark’ on your back.”
“A ‘m-mark’!? What ‘mark’…?”
“A ‘kiss mark’ (吻痕, wěnhén), of course. If you suck and don’t let go, it leaves a ‘mark.’ You didn’t know?”
“How could I possibly know that!”
I shyly reached a hand to touch the spot she had ‘kissed.’ Just now, it was really itchy and a little tingly. Now, when I touch it, it doesn’t feel any different.
“The ‘mark’ probably won’t fade for a few days. Leaving an ‘exclusive mark’ on your body proves that you are ‘mine’!”
What is she talking about? It’s so shameful—!
I bit the pillow, holding back tears, and glared at her resentfully.
“Lian Qi, you… you’re really… a pervert.”
After knowing her for so long, this is the first time I’ve ever called her that. Bullying me in the past was one thing, but now she’s actually… leaving some “exclusive mark” on my body… Uwah… Isn’t that perverted?
“Eh? I am your ‘Master,’ am I not? What’s wrong with me leaving a ‘mark’ to declare my sovereignty?”
”…”
I buried my head in shame.
That’s right…
I almost forgot… my current identity is her maid. That must be why she can say that so righteously.
To think… I am… the high and mighty Saintess… and she actually left a ‘mark’ on my body, and even said I am her ‘possession’? This… this status-drop… really makes me overwhelmed with shame.
Besides, I’m still a boy. I’m currently enduring a double humiliation… to my ‘male dignity’ as well…!
“Eh? Fei’er, why are you still lying face down?” Lian Qi finished getting dressed and looked at me, asking.
“I… Let me recover for a moment…”
I lay on the sofa, not daring to move.
As for why? Because… my body… has started to feel a little… strange…
“Recover? What’s wrong with you, where are you uncomfortable?” She leaned down and looked at me with a serious expression. Please… don’t get so close to me, it’s really embarrassing!
This is all Lian Qi’s fault, hmph…! Isn’t the state I’m in right now all because she ‘kissed’ my back and… ‘teased’ me?
Speaking of which, last time, when I slept with Sister Aijieliya… her hand stroking my back also made my body feel strange. Could it be… that my back is more sensitive than other places?
“Anyway, I can only lie on my stomach right now,” I said, blushing.
“Eh? You’re acting so weird.” She sized me up, like she was looking at an exhibit.
“I’m not being weird!”
I thought to myself, Can you please stop staring at me? It’s really embarrassing, okay…
“A certain ‘someone’… after firing off one ‘Explosion Magic’… lies on the ground just like you, unable to move. What, I ‘kissed’ your back once, and your magic power is all used up?”
“‘Someone’? Who…? Please, can you say something I can understand…”
“Could it be… you don’t have an upset stomach, do you? Do you need some hot water?”
Hot water, hot water, hot water… Why does everyone tell me to drink hot water? I should be drinking a glass of ice water to cool down!
“No— Please just let me lie here quietly for a while.”
I shot her a resentful glance. Just think about what just happened. I was actually… ‘persuaded’ by her… and I really, foolishly… licked… her back? I feel like my integrity (节操, jiécāo) is not ‘intact’ (不保, bùbǎo)… tlnote Thank goodness, only Lian Qi and I know about this whole process.
“In the future… I am never doing any of these perverted things with you again…” I stammered.
I can’t forget my identity as the Saintess. And even as a boy… I can’t keep doing these shameless, ‘un-chaste’ things, right? If this goes on long-term, not only will I fall into the abyss of cross-dressing and be unable to pull myself out… I’ll never get my ‘integrity’ back.
Besides… what if one day… my identity as a boy is discovered by Lian Qi? When she thinks back on all the ‘inappropriate-for-men-and-women-to-do’ things we did together… she will never forgive me in this lifetime.
But… even if I want to restrain myself… Lian Qi will just use all sorts of new ‘tricks’ to bully me, right? Just thinking about that makes me feel so helpless~
Mhm~ After ‘recovering’ for a period of time, my body finally… doesn’t feel so ‘shameful.’ I sat up from the sofa, and… hugged a pillow to cover my skirt for modesty.
Ugh… So awkward…
I gave Lian Qi a weak smile.
“Does… your back… still hurt?”
“Ah. It’s much better… after you ‘licked’ it.”
“How could it be that effective…”
I can’t help but suspect… did Lian Qi really want me to heal her? Or… was ‘getting even’ just an excuse… to ‘lick’ me… and, in the end, leave her ‘exclusive mark’ on me?
It’s… hard to say.